joel-emily-jackson

changes.

2010-06-30T21:47:00.001-07:00

I decided it was time to get this blog its own domain name! My family keeps asking why I bothered and I dont really have a good answer. I just thought it would be fun to be a .COM!

To view our new site, visit the link below or type it in. This here blog will be deleted shortly!

emilyandfamily.com

Pictures of the big wedding day are up on the new blog!

carefree and spirited.

2010-06-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

Up until last week we hadn't spent much time hanging out with Christel (joel's sister) and her new husband. But let me tell you, they know how to have fun! No matter what we were doing they made it exciting/interesting. Even if it was climbing up a random building in Boulder. Joel and I took some loosen up and have fun lessons from them. Seriously, we are so boring compared to them.

So here we are. Kissing in the forest. You know, trying to be fun and free and full of energy like our sister and brother in law :)

Our perfect Saturday. Boulder Farmer's Market.

My boy.

Just call me granny.

2010-06-18T16:50:00.000-07:00

My sparse blog posts and limited time spent returning phone calls can only be explained by the fact that I took up a hobby. A very time consuming hobby. One that makes me ignore even my most favorite tv shows. One that sometimes even annoys my very patient and understanding husband.

Knitting. One stitch at a time. Creating things that make me happy. Things that my most favorite 1 year old can wear.

You can bet your bottom dollar he'll be wearing this sweater on every cool night I can possibly justify.

I love knitting.

He'll grow into it :)

home is our haven.

2010-06-14T10:25:00.000-07:00

Crazy fun we have had the last few weeks. Tired now, but as always, it was worth it. We made a last minute decision to drive to omaha and then on to minneapolis. Yes, we are crazy. But we love our family and needed some time with the grandparents. The first leg of the trip to Omaha was a doozy. We then wised up and borrowed my brothers portable dvd player. Dream come true. Veggie tales is still playin a tune in my head. I learned a lot about how to entertain a 1 year old while keeping him strapped down to the seat. If he got fussy I simply sang along with bob and larry, or opened the windows to blur out the screaming. The crowd pleaser though was throwing tennis balls at daddy while he was driving. That seemed to do the trick every time. Oh well. We made it there and back. And it was worth it.

Getting ready to leave.

Jeff and Jenn's Shower!
Such pretty scenery to celebrate their upcoming big day. Notice the wheelbarrow of gifts.

Uncle Blake.

Twin Cities.
Glad to be with auntie and uncle

Como Zoo
Joel and I miss the cities as people call it. After all, we fell in love there....So many happy memories. Grandma and Grandpa make it quite fun to go back and visit though. They took a few days off work so we could all enjoy being together. And enjoy we did. Joel and I even got an afternoon to ourselves.

LOVE.

Cuteness.

Cheese!

aaand back in Omaha.

I wish Jack could enjoy the horses everyday. Not to mention the birds and trees. Poor kid, it's like he's never seen a bird before. Chases them everywhere. Maybe this weekend we can plant a tree.

And the morning after that, was it. Back home in Colorful Colorado. Flowers are still alive and everything still smells like home. Thank goodness.

no words.

2010-05-26T20:19:00.000-07:00

It's been a whirlwind week and I dont feel like getting too wordy on the world wide web, so here are some pictures....

Our great friend from college came to visit last weekend.

By the end of the weekend Jackson had pretty much warmed up to Mr. Andrew.

weekend bliss.

2010-05-17T20:03:00.001-07:00

First off, I have to show you this picture. Only in Boulder :)

But seriously, on Sunday afternoons, when the weather is just right, and you can smell the pine trees, and hear the corner musicians, I know. I know that I wouldnt change a thing. I know that I love Colorado even though I fought it for so long. And I know that there is something special about being just the three of us. Even if we do miss the Grandmas.

My apologies. I was pretty obsessed with the flowers. And as you can tell, Jackson was too.

mother's day-

2010-05-10T11:08:00.000-07:00

Joel got me this card for Mother's Day. I cant quit laughing- it's so true and some days that is exactly how I feel.

Ive also been thinking a lot lately about how things change. Right now a relaxing day for me would be a day to myself. It's crazy though how someday Jackson will be all grown up and all I will want for Mother's Day is time with him. I guess Id better keep that in mind on the days Joel is out of town and I want to pull out my hair :)

All kidding aside though I had a great Mother's Day. Jackson slept in, Joel made me a raised garden planter for the back yard, and we just enjoyed the warm weather. *Thanks mom for being such a great example and thank you Debbie for raising such an amazing man! Love you both.

Every Mother's Dream.

2010-05-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

please pass the band-aids.

2010-05-04T11:09:00.000-07:00

Ive noticed these shoes at Nordstrom a bazillion times.

$275. Not kidding.

Never gonna happen. Not even for Mother's Day. Dreamt about them a time or two.

While shopping at Burlington Coat Factory for Jackson the other day, I spotted these out of the corner of my eye.

Oh, Sweet Bliss.

$15.

Cheap shoes normally aren't comfortable, but the way I look at it, I saved $260!

because of what He did.

2010-05-04T11:00:00.000-07:00

Deuteronomy 11:18- Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds...teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up.

In the midst of temper tantrums and battles of the will I am realizing the important role I have in making our home centered around Jesus-each moment, each hour that I can and think to. Previously I told myself Jack was too young to understand me talking to him about Jesus. But this passage convicts me and if I dont start now it will probably never feel comfortable. So the challenge Ive brought to myself these past few weeks is to pray with Jackson out loud, anytime I would normally pray to myself. It felt weird at first, but it's becoming more normal. Im not saying Ive got it all figured out. But rather that I have a lot to work on as a mom and it is definitely a process. Praying with my son throughout the day seems like the best way to get this process started.

What have we been praying for lately? Jen, Jeff, and Jen's family. over and over.

snowrain

2010-04-27T11:53:00.000-07:00

Last week was a long rainy week. I love rain, but coming up with indoor activities is always a challenge. Joel was out of town a few nights making things a bit trickier. So, finally we had to get out. We got wet, got cold, and came back inside fast. Jackson wasnt so into it. But I think it killed 20 minutes or so. On a rainy day 20 minutes is a long time :)

Heritage.

2010-04-23T10:20:00.000-07:00

So I have these long blank walls. They are not only hard to fill, but expensive to fill. I want to find creative things to adorn the walls of which surround our daily activity, but Im not a good decorator and I dont have a ton of money to blow at this years summer arts festival. SO....upon many hours of pondering what to do I came up with the idea for a historical wedding day wall. Im sure it's been done before, but with pictures of my own family line I could make it our own. Looking through old photo albums was like going back in time (pardon the cliche). To feel the old wrinkly pages and touch the same photos that my great x 3 grandma touched up to a hundred years ago blew. my. freaking. mind. History is amazing. I cant help but stare at these photos over and over.

So here are a few of the oldest family wedding and some non wedding photos I could find. Thought it would be fun for family to look back on...

My Grandparents.

Above: My great grandparents

Below: Joel's Grandparents

Joel's Grandparents

My Grandparents (at a photo booth in the Okoboji Emporium!)

R.R.Brown and family (my great grandparents and the little girl on the stool is my grandma)

My Grandma with, get this, HER GRANDMA. Amazing.

Project Finished. Well actually it's been finished for months.

Green.

2010-04-22T10:43:00.000-07:00

Everything is green and beautiful right now. It's been raining here! Those of you who dont live in CO might not know it's a desert here most of the year. Anything that isnt watered doesnt live. So for the few weeks of spring we have, we are going to enjoy the soft lush grass and beautiful greens and blues. At least Im going to. Jackson enjoys the swing, slide, and sand no matter how wet with rain they are.

This makes me giddy.

a week in review.

2010-04-16T15:25:00.000-07:00

Our computer is on the fritz. It only took about 3 hours to download my last batch of pictures! I need to figure out a way to buy a new computer without Joel knowing :)

Anyway...this week was busy. Jackson had his 15 month check up today. MMR and all. I hate the vaccine dilemma, but im hoping he does fine the next week. They normally dont affect him, but the mmr makes me paranoid.

The neighbor kids are great. Two girls in particular. They come knocking on our door almost every night wanting to play with Jackson. If we are eating dinner and Jackson has to wait to go outside he throws a fit. It's kind of cute how much he enjoys their company.

They like to hold his hand.

My latest project. Planting seeds and hoping they grow. Surely I will wreck them. Still fun to try.

Easter Weekend in O.

2010-04-08T20:53:00.000-07:00

Taking it all in. Easter, extended family time, church at Christ Community, and a reason to put Jackson in a tie. Im trying to breathe it all in, realize the joy in each moment. Taking pictures helps me with that. It gives me a chance to step back and enjoy the beauty of our ordinary.

Alexa. so cute. so excited to be riding. (photo courtesy of Caitlin)

Bonfire weather means we no longer have to microwave our s'mores....Am I the only one that does that?!

Grandpa liked to sneak graham crackers to Jack throughout the night. And then he kept asking for more. Darn sugar snacks. Always keep you coming back for more.

Love him so much.

poor boy. momma took away his candy.

Bag of Tricks.

2010-04-02T10:06:00.000-07:00

Easter basket. Filled with things that have nothing to do with Easter, but I thought we might need some distractions for our plane ride this afternoon. Since we take off in a few hours Ill be giving Jackson his Easter basket today.

The things I thought might help us out when we are on a plane with many other irritated passengers:
slinky
toy car
his own set of keys (if those dont do the trick Ill surely be giving him my keys)
blower/spinner thing
And as a last resort because they are so messy-some earth's best teething cookies. Having mashed up cookie all over him when he gets off the plane is better than a temper tantrum. Right?

The total amount of time Jackson ever sits on our lap is about 10 seconds. So...this should be interesting. Joel will probably get really red in the face and I might be nervously laughing. But it will be fun and we are looking forward to celebrating the reason we have our HOPE. Jesus.

No more squinting.

2010-03-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

We pretty much love our afternoons at the park. The fussy, waiting for dad/joel to get home time is no longer a nuisance , it just gives us an excuse to get outside. Im hopeful and excited for what is to come. A walking/thinking/independent toddler opens up the door to so many fun activities. And I am slowly learning to ignore all the sand that is being tracked into the house. Dont fret over the small stuff right? That's always been really easy for me. ha!

PlayDates.

2010-03-26T19:42:00.000-07:00

Baby Giada. Biggest, brightest, eyes Ive ever seen. My friend, Blythe's baby girl. Holding up her head so high!

Young Love.

2010-03-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

Jackson makes me smile, but last weekend I coudnt quit smiling for a different reason. Joel and I spent 2 nights ALONE. In a hotel, eating at adult restaurants, taking naps, and watching movies. gasp...I know.

We said our sad goodbyes on Friday and left our little blue eyed boy at home with Grandma and Grandpa. Joel and I needed some time to ourselves. Time to talk about things other than how Jack's cloth diapers leak (we switched!) and how fast we go through a gallon of whole milk.

And it was amaaaazing. Not as though I didnt miss Jackson, cuz I did. Not as though Im not thankful for our healthy/loud playin little 1 year old, cuz I am. But as though we were young again. Able to hear each other speak without a toddler interrupting our every thought. Able to relax and not have to worry about the cheerios that will later need to be scraped off the floor.

So here's how it started....We drove downtown, Joel dropped me off at the door of the restaurant, and I coudnt quit smiling. I sat down at the table, read over the menu(!), and waited for Joel to walk in. All the while smiling away. Because the weekend held such excitement. For it had been a such long time since we had 2 full days to be in love again. It was just us. And for that, was reason enough to smile.

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Some here and there pictures from the past few weeks.
Jackson is such a boy. rock crawling on the beautiful pearl street mall and enjoying every second of the coatless, sunscreen on every inch of his body weather. favorite game. playing im gonna get you with daddy while learning how to run/fall everywhere.

And then there was snow. lots of it. sending us back to the coat closet.

But, the snow gave Joel a day off work so we were happy.

kark- a million times a day.

2010-03-16T13:31:00.000-07:00

Jackson is becoming quite the little wanter. He wants everything Joel and I have. And by everything I mean everything-tv remote, glasses of water, knives!, pens, and of course the vacuum extensions. We try to be strong and tell him no to the things he cant have. Except for when Im too tired to care and he sneaks the tv remote from behind my back. Then we have to wait for daddy to get home and reset the cable box. Not usually worth it. So we are learning and practicing the meaning of no. On a more fun note Jackson is consistently saying cracker. Not mommy or daddy, but cracker. Strange. Oh and he also says park, but pronounces it kark. We know what he means.

The smell of outdoors.

2010-03-09T14:28:00.000-08:00

Waiting for spring. hoping for warmer days ahead. And pretending the grass is green.
deep in thought.

Auntie.

Icy, cold, and stupid. nothing more to say.

Bloggers Block

2010-03-06T09:02:00.000-08:00

It's been days, but we are still alive. We really just havent been doing anything cool enough to blog about:)

But I do want to mention this (just click it). One of my favorite bloggers is in Kenya right now to raise awareness and support. I know, I know, dont quit reading yet. The post from today is eye opening, convicting, and downright gut wrenching. You should definitely read it. Right now Im pondering what my family could give up in order to support a compassion child (It's only $38 a month!). Im pretty disgusted with myself that just 2 days ago I was down and out about not being able to buy some new spring clothes or bedding for our freshly painted master bedroom. Honestly Emily. I really need to get a grip and open my eyes to the rest of the world. So, this weekend, (with Joel's help) Im going to figure out something we can give up. I guess I didnt realize until reading the above blog how much sponsorship really does help a family in Kenya. So Im not sure what it will be-cable tv, clothes, or gourmet meals. But it will be something. Maybe you would like to do the same? Click here to view the profiles of some children in Kenya that need our help. It breaks my heart. To look at the pictures and think each child is somebody's baby boy, somebody's daughter, somebody's reason for getting up every morning. They need our help.

On a completely different note we have been hanging out with family. And since we dont get to do this on a day to day basis we are soaking it up. Today we plan on heading to Boulder to enjoy the sunshine and hippies. I love hippies. Did I mention I want to be one? I also love spending time with sisters and brothers. Family is one of my favorite things.

This weekend. Sarah and Caleb. Jackson is obsessed with having 2 extra play partners around. There is a lot of squealing going on in our house right now. And I love it.

Last weekend. A few hours spend with Blake before he headed off to ski.

cry baby.

2010-02-24T20:51:00.000-08:00

When his fake cry and dreadful frown...turn to a smile,
I realize how much he has me wrapped around his little finger. But I dont care. He's my baby. Always will be.

No thanks, Ill just have your drink.

2010-02-21T21:19:00.000-08:00

Oh the water bottle. Works better than a sippy cup and somehow doesnt make Jackson drown (or more like choke) in a big pool of water like most of his cups do... Too bad it's the size of his leg and much too awkward to carry around. Except for in the comfort of our own home.

Water Street.

2010-02-16T21:22:00.000-08:00

A fun weekend we had. Grandma Debbie and Grandpa Gary came, Joel and I went out for Valentine's day, and we all went to the aquarium. It was especially fun because Jackson has officially kicked the crawl and is now walking everywhere.

For Valentine's Day, Joel and I went to Sushi Den. One of our favorite nice places to eat. Halfway to Denver though I realized I was still wearing my slippers!!! How the heck does that happen?! I made Joel stop at target so I could buy some shoes. He was a tad irritated, but soon we were laughing. And since we ran into some old friends at dinner, Im super glad I changed out of the slippers. I wouldnt want anyone knowing I wear those things almost all the time. Except for when... i like, you know, happen to leave the house :)

the not so flattering slipper shot.

The Aquarium

Just another day in the life:)

2010-02-16T20:37:00.000-08:00

We have fun together. Jackson and I, oatmeal, pajamas, and a soft comfy couch.

Jeffrey Brown.

2010-02-06T08:03:00.001-08:00

My little brother proposed a few weeks ago and Jen said yes! We couldnt be happier with the amazing girl/woman he found. She is a perfect fit for him and our family. And I cant wait to have another girl around who I can talk about citizen jeans with :)photo courtesy of Jen's facebook page. (I really hope that's ok)

scared of the scissors.

2010-02-05T09:38:00.000-08:00

It was about time. For his first haircut! I can hardly believe it. Instead of a little baby playing in my family room I now have a little man. He still cries, sucks on his toes, and cant handle the heavy flow of a sippy cup-but dont be fooled. He is a big boy. With big boy haircut.

2010-02-02T19:08:00.000-08:00

food snob.

2010-01-29T20:19:00.001-08:00

A morning spent at the children's museum by our house. A pleasant surprise and it's free until he's 15 months! The museum had lots of pretend places...a bank, sandy beach, grocery store, dance stage, etc. The highlight was the pretend whole foods market. Only in Boulder (county) right?

wannabe a big boy.

2010-01-27T13:31:00.000-08:00

Jackson has an infatuation with big person utensils. So, whenever I want him to eat just a little bit more I break out the fork and try to feed him with it. He loves it and just recently started to understand the concept of putting food onto the fork. Now if I could only get him to put the fork into his mouth on his own he would practically be ready for kindergarten.

the after party

2010-01-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

he's tired. and so am I. The transition from two naps to one is proving to be quite a doozy! I wasnt thinking the transition would happen so soon, but his teeny tiny power naps were telling me it's time. And so we press on and hope for the day when we can get more done than a quick shower and dinner thrown on the table. But for now, wet hair and leftovers will have to do.

2010-01-18T16:37:00.000-08:00

1.

2010-01-17T19:57:00.000-08:00

To my firstborn son on his first birthday,

365 days of wonder, thanks, frustration, sleepiness, and love. There were moments of joy, exasperation, tears, and laughter. Times when I wanted to fall in a big heap on the floor and cry. For I might be doing it all wrong! I remember the sound of your little cry when you were just days old and how it melted even the strongest parts of my heart. I remember your cute little belly button and me nervously cleaning it with q-tips. I remember how you loved to pee (and the other) during a diaper change instead of after and I being too tired to care. And I remember thinking life just cant possibly get any richer after seeing your first smile. It amazes me that you were you from day 1. All the pieces of your personality are coming together and it blows me away. Like the way you have always wanted to play and look around rather than nurse or take a bottle. The way you love short naps when you know there are fun things going on downstairs. And the way you are tentative in a room full of new people. You are my spunky, yet laid back, happy playing son. And I am so blessed to be your mom. I promise to always savor the way you lean in for kisses because I know they wont last forever. The days that I can hold you, calm your cries, put lotion on your sweet baby legs, and snuggle you to tiredness are numbered. So Im not going to close my eyes. Im going to cherish your babyness. Even if you are already 1. Your dad and I cant wait to see more of who you are in the years to come and we pray every day that Jesus is who you choose. I love you. forever and ever.

Mom.

His birth night.

Day 1.

DAY 365. Birthday Party!
(Yeah and if youre wondering what is on his face-oh that's just the peaches he had for dinner that we didnt notice until I downloaded the pictures the next day. so bummed(but not enough to photoshop it out!). I guess Ill laugh about it someday. just not today.

enthralled.

A toy to walk behind. Jackson is now taking about 5 steps at a time. By himself!

My first experience making a stand on its own, cake stand kind of cake. Actually very fun.

gag. shiver. spit out.

the end.

warm enough.

2010-01-11T19:19:00.001-08:00

mine.

2010-01-08T09:03:00.000-08:00

A little possessive of his toys and trying to carry things around with him. And yes. That is still the excersaucer in the background. Not because we have a 3 month old, but because now Jackson likes to walk around it and pull on the toys. I still cant wait to throw it in the basement.

since when...

2010-01-06T19:51:00.000-08:00

Since when do I gain 3 pounds after eating 30 plus Christmas cookies in one day?!

Since when do I spend $150 of my Christmas gift money buying a paper cutting machine for scrap booking instead of buying a new outfit?!

Since when do I ask for Sorel snow boots for playing in the snow rather than another pair of cute flats with jewels on top?!

Since when do I not mind the smell of a poopy diaper?!

Since when do I go running because I have to and not because I want to?!

Since when do I consider the most relaxing part of my day when I get to sit down and catch up on other mommy blogs?!

Im glad you asked.

Since I turned old, had a baby, quit my freelance work, lost a large part of my metabolism, and became a mom.

because.

2010-01-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

It is because of Grandma that my baby thinks he must never be set down. He was spoiled last week (As any grandbaby should be). And now we are going through being held withdrawal :) Cuz mama's back cant hold 25 pounds all day.

New Years day out at the lake. Games, extended family time, and more food. And no I did not ask permission to post these pictures. Cuz lets be honest, it's really only family looking at this blog anyway. But, if youre wondering we are playing blow ball.

Cutie Patootie's

the excitement continues.

2010-01-01T10:14:00.001-08:00

Well Happy New Year to you ALL! We've had more celebrations, more food, and more time to relax this past week than we've had in a long time. Simply wonderful. 2009 has changed us. For the first time I understand (sort of) what unconditional love really means. I understand that my life is more than eating out and buying cute clothes. And i definately have learned (and am still learning) what it means to be a homemaker. Hopefully in 2010 I can become just a little bit closer to the all natural, hippie mom that I dream to be (yeah right!) and somehow still use disposable diapers.

We hadnt bought Jackson many toys the months leading up to Christmas because I kept telling myself it was pointless with Christmas so close. I guess that made the gifts all the more exciting for him.

New Years Eve and pretending we know how to act at a lounge:) Blake fit in. Joel and I...not so much, hence the down vest im sportin as all the other girls were in their cute little black dresses. But the sushi was amazing and it was great to have a night out without the babe. and hey, we're from Colorado. No one dresses up there.

new faces

The creighton basketball game was a highlight. Jackson was absolutely enthralled by all the people and noises. We went with the expectation that he wouldnt make it through the whole game. But, he never wanted to leave!

watch the ball!

Christmas Tree

2009-12-26T19:59:00.000-08:00

Christmas Day. We stayed at home, made lots of food, opened presents, and had some good friends from college stay with us. It was a great day celebrating Christ and His birth. I even let Jackson play with the Christmas tree. Finally.

Thanks GiGi for the cool hard page Bible. Now he cant tear out the pages!

Friends and their CUTE kids.

A Merry Day.

2009-12-25T22:21:00.000-08:00

Our first Christmas together. The three of us. It was everything I could have hoped for. Not in the perfect I got so many presents sort of way. But in the I got to see it through a mother's eyes sort of way. A day I will always remember. My first baby's first Christmas.

Getting Ready.

2009-12-24T21:08:00.000-08:00

I admit. Baking gets me all excited. Watching the dough rise, figuring out how tight to make the roll, and then seeing it all laid out on the counter. It makes me happy.

Merry Christmas Eve! Pictures of people (not food) to come.

The last high chair photo, I promise.

2009-12-21T15:01:00.000-08:00

Jackson has been pretty determined to feed himself lately (sigh). His go to foods are beans, asparagus, sauteed spinach, and egg yokes. Oh and toast of course. I cant say Ive been overly excited to move off the baby food, but he shows me every meal (by violently shaking his head at the sight of baby food) that he is growing up and ready for the real thing. The transition from one to the other has not been what I expected. For instance...meal times last about an hour as opposed to 10 minutes. Eating on the go used to be a norm for us. You know, go to the mall, get groceries, feed him in the car in between errands. Not so much anymore. Waaaay too messy for that. Now we plan our day around meal times and naps. Only if Im feeling brave do we venture outside our home for mealtimes. For it is a big mess :)

Left over bags of unused frozen baby food. Bummer.

Today is filled with meal planning and grocery shopping. For Christmas of course. We cant wait. The birth of Jesus, time spent with family, good food, gift openings, and a
Christmas movie marathon.

4.

2009-12-18T21:41:00.000-08:00

Four Teeth.

And a space in the middle.

Room for more I guess :)

Buds.

2009-12-16T15:07:00.000-08:00

Every Friday night that we are free, we do a kid trade with our friends. One week Joel and I get a date, the next week we get to watch Jackson play with his friend. It works out pretty perfectly. And we save a lot of money on date night. The going rate for a sitter here is 10 bucks an hour! Worth it, I know, but still...this works out much better.

2009-12-13T13:30:00.001-08:00

Check this blog out....she does giveaways ALL the time and is also an amazing photographer. Right now she is doing a giveaway for a HP touchscreen computer. Im a sucker and like reading other people's blogs waaay to much :)

http://www.mycharmingkids.net/

Glory.

2009-12-10T14:24:00.000-08:00

There is something very special about a baby's first Christmas. Traditions become more important and there is an eagerness in the air- the chance to start fresh with hope that we can show Jackson the real meaning of Christmas. I keep having to remind myself in fact, that Christmas isnt about having the best of everything. The best food, best new pair of jeans, and prettiest decorations.

At MOPS the other day the pastor talked to us about how God sent his son to the earth in less than ideal circumstances and times. Yeah, yeah, I thought...I know, I know Mary had to give birth in a barn, and it was probably VERY uncomfortable, she didnt have a cute nursery to bring her baby home to, and she definately didnt have a lactation consultant to go to for help. BUT, I never knew that Jesus was born in a time of darkness. 400 years of darkness actually. And then....JESUS.

Im going to let that be a reminder to myself this Christmas month that GLORY often finds itself in broken and uncertain circumstances.

2009-12-10T11:48:00.000-08:00

On a Cold Winter Day.

2009-12-06T09:27:00.000-08:00

My new favorite find is the free indoor playroom at the community center. It's close to our house and there are usually a few other kids there that Jackson can play with. I know it's dirty and probably spilling over with flu germs, but on a cold winter day there aren't many options. Besides, Jackson loves it... and I'm learning to let go.
his little fingers...

and cute baby bum,

make me smile.

Thankful.

2009-12-02T14:37:00.000-08:00

Sing and make music in your hearts to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the father for everything...Ephesians 5:19&20.

Old market lights

The game Guesstures puts my husband in a crawl in a hole and die mode:) which really makes me smile.

Black Friday deals... Nebraska game is on.

I think we'd better take this toy home with us.

Can I borrow your bracelet???

Back at home. Running around naked, wanting to be held the way Grandma holds all hours of the day, and happy. Oh so happy.

Kobe be nice.

2009-11-27T13:46:00.000-08:00

Old doggie. Eager baby.

Jackson is relentless in his pursuit for new friends.

pink

2009-11-23T08:54:00.000-08:00

The rosy in Jackson's cheeks is back and we are ready to take on Thanksgiving week. Im thankful for a healthy boy and hoping he stays that way. It was an up and down weekend, but Im happy to say I survived his first fever....errr i mean, Im happy Jackson survived his first fever.

blah.

2009-11-19T12:07:00.000-08:00

sick baby.

fever, chills, rapid breathing. no fun.

sick mommy? well technically no, but when my baby is sick, nothing feels right. So yes, In a way I feel sort of sick too.

doctor's office, baby tylenol, and bottles full of milk left untouched. lots of food wasted, diapers not wet enough, bags under our eyes, extended rocking chair time, and a beautiful sunrise.

i hope he feels better tomorrow.

h1n1 shot. check. flu shot. check. got the flu anyway. check.

my husband

2009-11-14T14:48:00.000-08:00

I love this man.

He gives into all my crazy pleadings and does whatever he can to make us happy and provide for us.

Even if that means getting out in the cold, pre-snowstorm weather to put up Christmas lights. "cuz if we dont get them up this weekend we will probably never do it..right?!"

He does what he can. Even if that means getting on the wet, slippery roof to finish the project I really wanted complete.... cuz even if we dont turn the lights on for another week, it will be done....

I love this man. Cuz he does what he can.

Still Learning.

2009-11-13T13:29:00.000-08:00

All of a sudden Ive got my work cut out for me. Jackson's new trick: emptying out the cupboards and watching me fill them back up. It started out cute. Now Im just tired and I realize what a mistake I made :) Had I said "no" from the beginning it might have made things easier. Ill keep that in mind for next time. But for now, Ive got my work cut out for me. There are a lot of tears shed and tantrums tempered. I guess I dont blame him for getting angry with me for changing the rules this late in the game. Maybe cupboard locks will solve this little problem? I told myself I wouldnt be that kind of mom...the kind that child proofs her home instead of teaching the child good habits and the difference between good and bad behavior. I guess Im a bit new at all this.

trailing through the kitchen...

who cares about toys when you've got place mats to play with...

This is where it all started. The tuperware cupboard. I thought it would be innocent fun for him(and a chance for me to eat my breakfast in peace!). Little did I know a 10 month old cannot differentiate the good cupboards from the bad.

A fireplace guard is on my TO DO list :)

This new trick really scared me. He figured out how to open the oven door!

***I have no idea why im taking pictures of all these horrible behaviors. Just thought you might take interest in what I should have said "no" to a long time ago.

bedtime baby

2009-11-10T18:56:00.000-08:00

Yes, Jackson is resting his head on daddy. And No, we haven't confiscated his pacifier yet. And that's fine for us. for now. :)

Unassisted

2009-11-04T20:29:00.000-08:00

I used to wonder how much a nine month old could really comprehend. One thing is for sure though.... Jackson for sure knows how cool it is that he can now stand on his own. Even if it only lasts a few seconds.

2 Halloweens.

2009-11-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

Last year Joel and I went to a Halloween party. We arent too fond of dressing up, and being that I was pregnant it made matters even more confusing. So...about an hour before the party we figured out a quick costume. I went as a bun in the oven and Joel was the chef who put it there. Soooo cheesy. But it was fun! And now this year I got to dress up my little bun as a teenage mutant ninja turtle. Even more fun!

Ive always loved Donatello.

2009-11-01T08:07:00.000-08:00

Since he's crawling everywhere it seemed like the perfect costume.

2009-11-01T07:51:00.000-08:00

So joel thought my last post was a bit much :) I didnt mean to sound like I have a "chip on my shoulder". A majority of the people that I meet fully respect and appreciate stay at home moms. Just thought it was a funny article. Thats all.

Washington Post....what do moms do all day.

2009-10-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

The Washington Post

Tell me about it. by Carolyn Hax

Wednesday May 23, 2007

Carolyn:

Best friend has child. Her: exhausted, busy, no time for self, no time for me, etc. Me (no kids): Wow. Sorry. What'd you do today? Her: Park, play group . . .

Okay. I've done Internet searches, I've talked to parents. I don't get it. What do stay-at-home moms do all day? Please no lists of library, grocery store, dry cleaners . . . I do all those things, too, and I don't do them EVERY DAY. I guess what I'm asking is: What is a typical day and why don't moms have time for a call or e-mail? I work and am away from home nine hours a day (plus a few late work events) and I manage to get it all done. I'm feeling like the kid is an excuse to relax and enjoy -- not a bad thing at all -- but if so, why won't my friend tell me the truth? Is this a peeing contest ("My life is so much harder than yours")? What's the deal? I've got friends with and without kids and all us child-free folks get the same story and have the same questions.

Tacoma, Wash.

Relax and enjoy. You're funny.

Or you're lying about having friends with kids.

Or you're taking them at their word that they actually have kids, because you haven't personally been in the same room with them.

Internet searches?

I keep wavering between giving you a straight answer and giving my forehead some keyboard. To claim you want to understand, while in the same breath implying that the only logical conclusions are that your mom-friends are either lying or competing with you, is disingenuous indeed.

So, since it's validation you seem to want, the real answer is what you get. In list form. When you have young kids, your typical day is: constant attention, from getting them out of bed, fed, clean, dressed; to keeping them out of harm's way; to answering their coos, cries, questions; to having two arms and carrying one kid, one set of car keys, and supplies for even the quickest trips, including the latest-to-be-declared-essential piece of molded plastic gear; to keeping them from unshelving books at the library; to enforcing rest times; to staying one step ahead of them lest they get too hungry, tired or bored, any one of which produces the kind of checkout-line screaming that gets the checkout line shaking its head.

It's needing 45 minutes to do what takes others 15.

It's constant vigilance, constant touch, constant use of your voice, constant relegation of your needs to the second tier.

It's constant scrutiny and second-guessing from family and friends, well-meaning and otherwise. It's resisting constant temptation to seek short-term relief at everyone's long-term expense.

It's doing all this while concurrently teaching virtually everything -- language, manners, safety, resourcefulness, discipline, curiosity, creativity. Empathy. Everything.

It's also a choice, yes. And a joy. But if you spent all day, every day, with this brand of joy, and then, when you got your first 10 minutes to yourself, wanted to be alone with your thoughts instead of calling a good friend, a good friend wouldn't judge you, complain about you to mutual friends, or marvel how much more productively she uses her time. Either make a sincere effort to understand or keep your snit to yourself.

Write to Tell Me About It, Style, 1150 15th St. NW, Washington, D.C. 20071,

SNOW keeps falling.

2009-10-28T20:41:00.001-07:00

This was just the beginning. so much snow. I get excited when the weather lady comes on...there is so much excitement in the air when a blizzard is about to hit.

and yes...blake, jeff, and dad. I shoveled the whole driveway by myself. Im sorry I was such a brat growing up and refused to do any sort of work outside :) Maybe next summer Joel can teach me how to start the lawnmower.

Mr. Independent

2009-10-27T12:41:00.000-07:00

Oh boy. The toys are being ignored and the cable box is almost always on the wrong setting.

He's starting to stand for a few seconds on his own. Some days I honestly wish I could put a helmet on him.

Learning how to go from standing to sitting. He stands in this positions for what seems like a minute before he can work up the courage to sit.

Pretending

2009-10-21T13:30:00.000-07:00

Deep down I dream of living in the country, homeschooling like ten kids, and living off the land. But since this will probably never happen, we went to the pumpkin patch and started our crazy idea.... Homemade pumpkin.

Apparantly there are so many different kinds of pumpkins and certain ones work best with certain foods (leave it to the pumpkin patch in Boulder to know all about this). So we left with a Cinderella pumpkin and a Wisconsin cheese pumpkin, then headed home to start. It took about 4 hours, but I think we all enjoyed the funny fall activity.

my dad and partner in crime for this activity. he also dreams of being a farmer:)

cooking the pumpkins.

for dinner. pumpkin soup and pumpkin bread. interesting.

We had a TON of left over pumpkin puree, so last night I decided to can it all so we could have it all year for pies and bread. I had everything in the cans and in the boiling water when I thought I should check how long to keep them in....only to find the USDA doesnt recommend canning pumpkin! So now it is all in the freezer. Details, details, details. I guess one should check the recipe before actually starting. Oh well. At least I know for next year. And it was a fun afternoon. Maybe next year the pumpkins can actually come from my backyard. Probably not though.

workin.

It was so hot! By the end jackson was in only an undershirt.

a new look.

2009-10-19T14:32:00.000-07:00

This random memory came to me the other day. It was my best friend Taylor and I sitting in the hallway outside Impact youth group when a young mom walked by. I remember asking Taylor why it seemed like moms always look different and mommyish after they have kids. Dont get me wrong, this mom was still beautiful-there was just something different and older looking about her. I clearly recall telling Taylor that I thought we could stay "the same" even when we have kids. Ha!

Well, here I am. Ten years later and Ive turned into that mom that "looks different". Even a year ago, I would never have thought it could happen. But it did. SO....for all my twenty something, yet to have kids, friends out there--- I came up with a list of reasons (excuses) why moms get that mommy look. Im sure there are a million factors that play into this, but here are a few I could come up with :)

---babies like to put their messy, sticky fingers in your hair and pull really really hard. Solution-get a mom bob.

---limited time alone and away from baby means a highlight is always overdue.

---clothing budget for self gets spent on new baby clothes

---cute shirts with lace, beads, or ruffles get pulled on and looks ratty after only a few wears. gotta start thinkin practical.

---Modesty becomes more important...when you're constantly bending over and playing/crawling on the floor with baby, who wants to worry about what may or may not be showing?! This in turn makes waist bands on jeans higher, shirts longer, and v- necks non existent. *I should admit this has been the hardest one. I have yet to find a cute pair of citizen jeans that fit a mommy lifestyle. But I know, I know. The only thing worse than tapered, long butt mom jeans is a mom who bends over to change her baby's diaper and doesnt know her backside is hanging out.

---This one is a stretch, but those 3 or 4 extra pounds that just dont seem to go away can be blamed on breastfeeding and our body's need to keep a few extra calories around:) Once nursing is over though, I think I might have to find a gym with childcare :)

---A baby can only last so long in a stroller at the mall without becoming an embarrassment. Therefore, shopping consists of buying something fast and trying it on at home. I actually saw proof of this tonight as I tried to shop with Jackson. After only a half hour he started making grunting noises and about a minute later I knew exactly why. Gross Jackson. So gross.

So why you might ask. Why am I willing to throw the blanket of my youth away in exchange for mom hair, jeans, and boring crew neck tee's? Because it's those same sticky fingers that reach up in the air, longing to be held and taken care of. Without me, he's helpless. And somehow that makes me love him all the more. Perhaps that is how God looks at us. Messy, sticky, helpless, but totally able to be wiped off.

Game Night

2009-10-13T13:37:00.000-07:00

It makes me feel close to everyone in Omaha when we watch the Huskers :)

first wobbly crawl.

2009-10-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

Peekaboo...

g and g

2009-10-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

We love it when Grandpa and Grandma come! Last weekend Joel's parents came to see us. It was fun showing them all Jackson's new tricks. He has changed a lot since we last saw them. From the babbling to the army crawling, there was plenty to keep us entertained. It was so nice for me too that they came...I got a much needed girl day-lunch with a friend and shopping :)

Today, Jackson is having a full blown battle with a tooth and the surrounding gums:) Sooo fun! But, last night we did witness his first real crawl. The image of his face as he figured out he was moving forward, high above the ground, is enough to get me through the fussy moments today.

this is so fun!

Trying to crawl

professional pics

2009-10-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

It took awhile for these to come back. We had photos taken of Jackson at 7 months.

At home

2009-09-28T19:38:00.000-07:00

Dont be fooled. Still army crawling everywhere.

Exploring

problem solved

2009-09-28T19:27:00.001-07:00

I cant help myself. I have to share....

The dilemma: I hate dusty blinds, but I also hate cleaning blinds and it seems so hard to actually get them clean.

Cool new gadget I found while strolling the aisles of home depot. BEST invention ever.

st. loooeeeee

2009-09-27T19:10:00.000-07:00

My cousin David got married last weekend. So...Jackson and I traveled to Omaha and then on to St. Louis. It was a great time reuniting with family and catching up with cousins I havent seen in FOREVER. The only bummer was that Joel had to stay home due to dwindling vacation days :( We had fun though and Jackson had A LOT of firsts. Pretty much right when we got off the plane I noticed a tooth popping out of Jackson's gums. His first one! Then he started waving and clapping. I think he must have been really excited with all the people around, because since we've been back home he hasnt really done much with the hands. I keep trying though and make a fool out of myself as I'm either waving or clapping at him pretty much everywhere we go!

I had some technical difficulties with the photos, but here they are. Finally.

almost all of us.

grandma and "gi gi"

fun at walmart

downtown and trying to entertain Jackson while we waited 2 hours to be seated at a resaurant that Obama supposedly loves.

at gi gi's new place.

grandma's girls plus baby andrew

my baby is better than your baby....

2009-09-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

The only thing that is not so cool about meeting moms that have babies close in age to your own is that it can quickly become a game to see who's baby is the smartest/fastest/most interactive. I really don't think it's just my imagination.

A few days ago I met a mom who has an eight month old baby as well. Once we started talking she was quick to tell me all the amazing things her baby was doing. Here is how the conversation went...

Other lady: "So it looks like our babies are the same age. Is he crawling yet?"

Me: "Almost, but not yet."

Other lady: "Really?! My girl is crawling all over the place!" "How about dada? Is he saying dada yet?"

Me: "Kind of....."

Other lady: Looks down at her little girl and says "we say dada ALL the time, dont we sweetie."

Me: "That's nice, she's very cute." Followed by me slowly walking away.

So.....Ive decided I have a love/hate relationship with healthy growth indicators. They are great for measuring developmental milestones, but not so sweet when used for one-upping the other mommy. Though I might think my baby is the coolest kid around, I hope I can always remember I'm the only one who thinks that way :)

tall babe

2009-09-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

I knew Jackson was growing, but until this morning I didnt think his clothes were that small. Looks like we need to go pajama shopping SOON. I cant believe it took a hole in his toe for me realize how small things were!

back to the blogging world

2009-09-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

Things have been kind of busy for us. Every time I think about sitting down to put some pictures up, Jackson's nose needs to be wiped or there is a dirty diaper waiting for me:) He seems to be over his first cold though and we are doing much better.

We had some friends in town for Labor day, so we spent the weekend sightseeing. We hit up the Boulder Farmers Market (amazing by the way), downtown Denver, and went on a hike at Eldorado Canyon.

Other than that, just living the day to day. Doing good and enjoying this cloudy cold weekend.

Ga Ga.

2009-09-01T20:05:00.000-07:00

Last weekend my parents came to visit! It was a last minute decision on their part and we couldn't have been happier to have them. Sometimes (well most of the time for me) we long to be in the company of our family. We love Colorado, but some days family feels so far away. It was a relaxing weekend and so nice to be able to go out to eat and have Grandma and Grandpa hold Jackson during dinner instead of Joel and I taking turns :)

SunShine

2009-08-29T12:30:00.000-07:00

Jackson has a new love. The swing. Everyday we lather on the sunscreen and head to the park for a fun filled afternoon on the swing and in the sand.

the weekend

2009-08-26T08:56:00.002-07:00

On Sunday afternoon we decided it was time. We packed Jackson up on Joel's back and went for a hike in the foothills of Boulder. Ahhh... the smell of pine trees. We have definately missed our weekends spent in the mountains. But we're back...just at a little slower pace than before:)

He pretty much had this little grin on his face the whole way up. I think he felt like it was cool to be on dad's back.

Milk Break.

It tired us all.

saturday mornings

2009-08-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

The smell of french toast, the sound of jackson squealing, and an empty day ahead are just what we need after a LONG week.

Maybe Im more like my mom than I thought.

2009-08-15T12:42:00.000-07:00

We've found this blog to be quite inspiring: http://www.becomingminimalist.com/ It is written by one of my youth pastors from high school. I wouldn't ever consider Joel and I to be minimalists at the present, but we are definitely starting to see some of the benefits. Minimalism is defined as being stripped to the essentials. I like the idea of having a home that is clutter free, organized and rid of things we dont use. Joel likes the idea of saving money and not buying things we dont need :) So, even though our motives for possibly becoming a bit more minimalist are completely different, I think we can learn to meet somewhere in the middle of this process.

The above blog talks about starting with a room in the house, minimalizing it, and moving on to the next room. So we've started. It has been completely surprising to see the things I keep around for no reason other than "I might use it someday". Everything from empty boxes to plastic jewelry I never wear. We started with the bedroom and have moved onto the basement. Here are some pics of the junk we are selling/giving away that has now given us so much more space and freedom! I realize it sounds boring, but it has actually been quit interesting.

Keep in mind we just went through the whole "getting rid of things" 7 months ago when we moved. Still we were able to find this much junk!

My nightstand drawer....a stuffed animal from when I was born, tanning glasses (which I dont plan on ever needing again), the kind of pacifier Jack spits out, and a dead battery. All so useful!

What the little man thinks of all this.

P.S. I will try not to bore you anymore with our saturday cleaning stories.

sit, stay, heel.

2009-08-13T20:09:00.001-07:00

So there are a LOT of things Ive done since having a baby that I never thought Id do. One might think I would learn my lesson to never say never ever again, but here goes anyway....I will never put my kids on a leesh. Not at the mall, grocery store, or anywhere. So there it is. Now you can all hold me accountable if Im ever tempted.

Iowa to Minnesota.

2009-08-10T14:31:00.000-07:00

Whew! What a great vacation we had. It started with a few days in Okoboji and ended in Minnesota for Sarah and Caleb's wedding (joel's sister). We had an amazing time and now that we are back home things seem extra quiet :( It was fun taking Jackson to Okoboji and showing him all the places I have come to LOVE. Maybe someday he will appreciate it as much as I do. The wedding was also incredible. Everything from the beautiful reception venue to the fun photo booth party favors, made it the perfect wedding. Jackson got to wear a tux, stay up late, and be held by numerous people....all that on top of no nap, made for an interesting evening :) We had a great time and I think even Jackson would say he misses everyone. Im pretty sure he is going through "pick me up/hold me" withdrawal right now because he doesnt have grandparents, aunts, and uncles holding him and playing with him every second he's awake. Im trying to entertain him, but the pile of laundry is practically up to the ceiling....a fun time had by all of us.

Mary Poppins

1st time for Jackson in the lake...kinda scared me, but it didnt seem to phase him.

Rehearsal Dinner for Sarah and Caleb-Downtown St. Paul

Great Grandpa H.

My baby.

Time for the tux

Putting on the shiny black shoes that I drove all over Denver to find. They stayed on his feet for a whole 5 minutes. not kidding.

Seriously mom...when can I get back into my onsie?

The little boys. Only 2 weeks apart....

A beautiful bride!

We miss kyle so much.The party favors. SO MUCH FUN.

Beets.

2009-07-30T12:22:00.000-07:00

giggle

2009-07-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

I know the videos are a bit much, but family is oh so FAR away.

Butternut

2009-07-20T20:05:00.001-07:00

Baby food batch #1 done. So easy, healthy, and cheap! I actually kind of enjoyed making it. Felt like a science experiment. :)

Swaddle Me

2009-07-17T11:12:00.001-07:00

I seriously think I might have to swaddle Jackson for naptime and bedtime until he's like 5. I started thinking yesterday that this is getting a little ridiculous. He's 6 months now...probably ready to move about in his crib and not be tied down with a velcro swaddle blanket. So I tried it today. Not going so well :) He has woken up 3 times from his morning nap ready to play, play, play. Cant wait to pull the swaddle blanket out of the dryer so I can start using it again. I wonder why he likes it so much?

7.16.09

2009-07-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

So here we are. Six months old today! I truly cant believe all the amazing emmotions these past few months have brought us. So thankful and filled with love for this little boy. I never get tired of his smile...even when it's at 5 am. Before I had Jackson I wondered if I would get tired and annoyed playing with baby toys all day and having my living room invaded by huge mobile contraptions. But honestly...it's amazing. Dont get me wrong, it will be great to throw the swing and excersaucer in the basement someday, but for now Im cherishing the sound and sight of it all. It has gone by so fast!

Sitting!---with the boppy, just in case :)

Wanna play with me?

relaxin.

Never seems to get tired of this.

Eating EVERYTHING :)

But some things dont taste so good.

Just messing around... A video for the Grandma's.

we wash our hands a lot lately.

2009-07-09T16:14:00.000-07:00

Until recently, Jackson and Dillon have hardly noticed eachother. Just a few days ago though I noticed Jack reaching out his hand to pet Dillon. My heart melted. Im glad we didnt give up on Dillon during the whole newborn stage. I think he found a new best friend...

There and Back.

2009-07-07T13:37:00.000-07:00

Family time in northern minnesota.

Last week was amazing. Just as expected. The first few days started out a little cold, but by mid week the bathing suits came out of our suitcases and we were able to enjoy the lake. Jackson has totally warmed up to being in the arms of pretty much anyone we give him to. Such a relief. Sand in our toes....

Jackson's first boat ride. Also one of the first times he has ever just sat and relaxed for more than a few minutes....(while being awake that is)

Lawn Bowling

My favorite.

Jackson will definately be mad at me someday for making him wear this hat.

Love this picture.

I miss my brothers.

So glad we could see Jen too!

A few days spent in the cities for Sarah and Caleb's shower. Only one more month till the big day! We cant wait...

Such a fun week...Now we are just trying to get used to a quiet house and Joel back at work.

Humidity!

2009-06-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

We love everything that summer brings (vacation time for Joel!). Today we are excited and getting ready for our trip to Minnesota. A few days in the city and a few days on the lake. Looking forward to every second...

2009-06-25T16:36:00.000-07:00

So I thought I should clarify. My brother brought it to my attention that anyone reading this might think our kitchen sink is infested. It is not. In fact the only bath time accidents we've had consist of only pee in the bathroom bathtub. :)

learned my lesson.

2009-06-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

Always leave the diaper on until the very end of the bath.

Should have known...

2009-06-20T09:17:00.000-07:00

Im very into the cuteness of cupcakes right now. So..... in my quest to be more like martha, I ended up with very flat cupcakes that look like they have wood chips sprinkled on top instead of chocolate shavings. I will probably never quit blaming my baking blunders on the altitude. I will also never be Martha Stewart.

Martha's cupcake

My wood chip cupcake

To The Rockies.

2009-06-18T11:39:00.000-07:00

Joel's parents came to visit last weekend. We stayed in the mountains and got to breath in the fresh mountain air all weekend long....so nice. We spent time relaxing, catching up, and eating good food. Such a nice getaway.

Working

So smiley and lovin the live music.

Summer

2009-06-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

a full rainbow!

Thanks to our wonderful friends, we now can enjoy our patio and the warm summer evenings. Baca's gave us their old table and chairs and Jesse gave us his chiminea (fire pit thing)...THANKS!!! The marshmallows and graham crackers catch my eye every time I open the cupboard....just waiting to be s'mored.

After 2 very long weeks of not being able to touch our freshly laid sod, we can now walk on it! Dillon is a very happy dog. Joel found a lawn mower off craigslist that we hope will last longer than a few months :) There are a lot of "firsts" for us this summer and it is fun to go through it all as a family. Something so simple as seeing Joel mow his own lawn for the first time makes me smile. (secretly I think he was looking forward to it for like a month!) Im glad the mud pit backyard is gone and replaced with grass, a patio, and tomato plants. Now we just need a couple trees....the good old suburbs arent really handing those out for free.

tummy time

2009-06-04T14:07:00.000-07:00

We are trying to get Jackson motivated to start rolling over. It happened once, but that was 2 weeks ago.

"Joel...can you put the highchair together?"

2009-05-31T16:45:00.000-07:00

Day 1 :the journey of solid food begins

Im ready!

no more!

Day 2
It's ok i guess.

Ill just keep spitting it out.

Day 3
Loving it. So much fun.

Cant get enough.

road trip

2009-05-27T13:37:00.000-07:00

The drive to Omaha with Jackson went great. It was good we left Dillon behind. We had absolutely no room left after baby, toys, and suitcases were all crammed inside the car. The thing about driving is that I felt the need to bring everything that we had room for....yup, each and every favorite toy. The biggest differences we noticed in traveling with a baby as opposed to just Joel and I were: the constant rattle of toys that sang to us the whole 500 miles, the fact that I now sit in the back seat next to Jackson to entertain (as opposed to holding hands up front with Joel and sleeping), and no matter how bad each of us had to go to the bathroom we kept driving if Jackson was sleeping. Oh and also-Joel drove the whole way, both ways :)

Taylor's wedding was everything....beautiful, emotional, and very happy. It is so obvious her and Roy are meant for each other. Kind of nostalgic for me considering we have been friends since before our first birthdays. I just wish I could see them more often...

We are home now from a great time away. Ahhh.... a quiet house with a not so quiet baby :) Dillon is picked up from the dog sitter, messy paws and all, the sod was laid today, and it's pasta for dinner. Life is good.

May 21

2009-05-22T13:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we celebrated four years of marriage! Last year, my gift to Joel for our three year was a positive pregnancy test :) We were quite shocked, but VERY excited. I remember spending the evening trying to figure out what we were going to do with our condo and how I was going to travel for work and spend ten days styling models on speed boats in the midst of terrible pregnancy nausea. Im glad Jackson is now in my arms and not my stomach!

More blogging to come....we are enjoying our time in Omaha for Taylor's wedding.

Bouncer

2009-05-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

The beginning of toys and their many parts...